I am in class right now. I’m pretty much enjoying my time so far. Life looks great so far. J I can’t wait till my next semester since my new major is….

~drumroll~ Mythology!!!
I moved to the Bus next to my house because rent is cheaper in there. If I don’t like it, I stay in the attic. I really am attached to Chaos Cabaret. Not to mention rent is only 200-300 dollars a month. Which is actually a pretty good deal since the attic and the bus are spacey.
I won’t lie, I’ll miss my jungle room.
Furthermore, I need to save money because I got laid off my Comic Job since bussiness was slow >.<
**********************************************
Dude, there’s this poem stuck in my head that won’t seem to come out. But, I hear the muses whispering it in my ears as I walk around.
I really want to go back to Whittier to get my Cat. I’ve been getting this weird feeling as of lately. She kept popping into my head.
I found it funny when my mom told me: “There’s a new cat in here and she gave birth to kittens.”

I put two and two together. My cat wants her space back and she misses me too.

I cannot, I mean, I cannot have another cat…..Believe me, I tried…In fact, I found some really cute Black Main Coon cats to adopt…But, I can’t do it, not if Crystal still in my heart.
It’s not easy to replace a Familiar.
I live the Radical Faeries. They are different sort of people. Although, it's not every day you brag about living with Queer, pagan, men/women/trans/drag queens/kings.…

It's awesome. I learn something new. Spiritually and Practically.
It’s a relief to find some people who get you.
I remember having a convo with my partner in Crime, Zilla about our preferences.
She was telling me about the women that she likes and how even though she was lesbian, she dated a transexual male.

I told her, “I am open to any possibility really. Even though I’m pansexual, my preference is: “Male’s who can pass for gay or are very androgynous (have very feminine qualities)” Which is true. I may have not been with a woman yet, but every guy I have been with have either came across as gay or have very feminine qualities to them.
I’m so happy to be in an enviroment where polyamory is practiced.

Audience: But, layla…weren’t you in monogomous relationships?
Answer: Yes, but


I was looked at weird with people when I explained that I don’t care if my lover at the time had other lovers. J
Seriously, I think Monogamy is something that happens over time.

I won’t lie, I get lonely at times…But, that’s because two my girlfriends are far away.
One is in LA and other is in Winconsin with her Boyfriend ~sigh~
I have one girlfriend here….However, she’s asexual (she has no desire for sex!!!!)
I’m okay with that since she lets me go and flirt around with other people. She doesn’t mind that I date other people.

Some might ask: “Why not break up with her? How is that Possible?”
1. I like her. I think she is adorable.
2. Attraction and connection goes beyond the physical. You can have relationship with someone without sex….Yeah….It’s possible
I am not monogomous person. I tried it…HATED IT!!
Well, most of it....I was happy at one point...

As some of you know, I have been known to cheat. I just haven't found the right person I feel I should be true to. I'm not gong to lie to my next lover/s about me being monogomous to only him/her/ze.
I may sound slutty...But, I am not going to deny who I am and what I like. I see nothing wrong with dating various people at a time. However, if I find the right person, I will stay true to them.

Marriage is still Sacred to me in the sense that it's a union people to adult people who love each other who are willing to commit to one another.

I am not my cousins...well....I don't know how most of them are...Okay, let me rephrase that. I'm not my aunts and my cousin Nancy.

Nancy dated one guys for 3 years and got married. She's two months younger than me.

I'm not saying there's anything wrong with it. It's just not me!

Also, you are not okay with open relationships. That's okay. It's not for everybody.

I look back and remember how I brainwashed to think a certain way.

Oh, I do have one male lover….but….it’s complicated………..VERY COMPLICATED!!!
It’s a little weird when someone is attracted to you and wants to kill you at the same time. Then again, what you expect from a Sado Maso… HA HA

Anyways, here's how I handle being an open relationship.

I don't do the whole, "Don't ask, don't tell." I would like to know who your other lovers are as well as be in the same room without any awkward feelings. I want to be able to talk about you and your other lovers freely without tension. Also, I want to be able to talk about you about romance lives anyways......

:3
***********************************


Okay, this totally sucks! Someone across the street keeps breaking into my house….what the flip dude! WHAT THE FLIP!?

It doesn’t help he lives across the street and we can’t do anything about it yet……

Wolfie is planning on doing a spell to cast on the thieves. ~Smiles~
I’m just glad that no one got hurt.

Anyways….I’m passing my batman class…WOOOT!

~does a happy dance~